It feels like time has stopped for me
For the past 7 years, I was standing still. I'm not going anywhere, and my mind never matured like how I expect a 20-something old man should think and behave. I'm still a little kid or teen at heart, despite my ever growing adult body.
The changes, however, should be adressed to people around me, mainly my family, and specifically, all my younger siblings. They went from preschooler to kindergartener, to elementary school student, to middle school student, to high school students, to college students, from single to married and having child and expecting the second one as of now.
But where am I?
Here, unmoving from where I was 7 years ago. Not sure with what direction should I take with this life, nor do I know what should I do to make up all these years that I spent for pretty much nothing.
Despite being the eldest son, I failed to set any good example. Well, at least I hope my younger siblings could learn a thing or two from my past failures.
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